I caught myself smiling...again!

Wonder if you guys still remember my post about XiaXue's love story, where I really envy about her story? Like having someone who's willing to travel half the globe just for herself?

Well I wondered if God really hears me? If he thinks that I am a good girl, so he answers my prayers??

Maybe my story won't be as romantic as others, but it is much more sweeter than honey to me =)
Sometimes I caught myself smiling, or should I say I smiled 24/7 now as I think of him 24/7 and I just feel like I wanna stick to him 24/7. Sounds crazy?
Guess people around me think that I am either an idiot or a perverted girl watching porn in silent as I keep on smiling while I am writing this post, and I am writing this in Mc Donald's. LOL!

Or maybe I am just 'in love' with my cute little netbook? It's cute right?

- Ok, I'm kidding, not my netbook, but 'someone' in the netbook -

Knowing that there's someone out there (although he is now at the other side of the world) cares about yourself is something really sweet.
Knowing that there's someone out there miss you whenever you wake up in the morning makes my day full of sunshine! (although it may raining like cats and dogs outside)
Knowing that there's someone out there will travel all 18 hours just for myself, makes my heart feels so warm (or maybe it already melts?)

I don't know. I know that this post takes the longest time ever for me to compose yet the most uninteresting and unorganized post ever because I knew that he likes privacy a lot. I respect him..

Still I wanna tease you, 'pink elephant'!

Ok... the game started... I stop here.
Will continue blogging tomorrow....
Maybe with pictures of my 'pink elephant' *wink!

** Actually I planned to remove this post, but my pink elephant seems to like it. So, I left it on..